Wow. It has been quite some time hasn't it?
So since I was here last... almost exactly which is comical in a way... I reconnected with an old friend from school. We cliqued. We had a strange attempt at a relationship and that is over now. I totally fucked off my Japanese studies for this one. I was willing to give up my dream for this one. It kind of boggles my brain to think about honestly. It always did really. So moral of the story I hope is that my detour is over and I've got to get back to Japan. To do this, I have to STUDY JAPANESE!! LOL. I'm demotivated right now but (also unfortunately) I've been through worse already. Cheers to dreams that are resurrected. Fingers crossed that someday still I will get to fill in my daruma's eye...
またね。
P.S. I love him by the way....he's my very best friend. His kids. OMG. 💟💟.
Didn't end the way I wanted but happy for the experience. Love always has a way of kicking you in
the teeth. At least for me. 💀
